I screwed around with S three times I think. She’s the first person I have had any kind of “sexual relations” with since The Ex broke up with me. All 3 times we were really drunk and it was 4am by the time we got back to my place. She didn’t want to have sex (she’s one of those “It’s too soon” type of women who can’t just have sex on the first, second or third date) so she just gave me head (ie: sexual relations). When I’m that drunk I usually can’t come from getting head (come? shit, I can’t even walk or figure out a 15% tip on a $100 bar bill!). So anyways I ended up jerking myself off and when I would be about to come she would bring her mouth onto the head of my cock and take my come into her mouth. Nice, I didn’t even ask for her to do that.
Afterwards she told me that she had never had a guy masturbate and she thought it was really hot and now she was going to have to go home and masturbate too (she said she was too shy to masturbate in front of me and she also didn’t want me to do it for her because “It’s still too soon”… argggg!). Hmmm, I just presumed most people do this with each other, not on the first couple dates but eventually. Am I wrong?
I recently came across some “reality” porn where there are 2 models who watch a guy jerk off for them. The 2 women actually do look genuinely excited. The other videos on the site seem pretty lame, but this video’s trailer is here: http://www.purecfnm.com/tour02.htm
So it got me thinking of the women I have been who I have done that for or who had done that for me. C had the biggest thing for watching me jerk off for her, which is strange because I wouldn't describe her as having a crazy libido. We’d have sex and she would often move my hand onto my cock, which was the obvious sign that she wanted to watch me. She wouldn’t reciprocate, but that was OK because it was satisfying just to watch her get really turned on and to know that I was tapping into her fetish.
She worked earlier than I did in the morning and I would be getting into the shower shortly before she was to leave the apartment. Many times she would come into the bathroom, pull the curtains and sit up on the sink counter facing me. I knew what that meant, she wanted me to jerk off for her before work. She said that was her favourite thing, watching me do it in the shower. She worked in an office so she was always in her professional clothes and looked really hot. I liked her look of a white dress shirt and a skirt, so hot. And sometimes when she had a skirt she would slowly spread her legs for me and I remember the first time that she did that when she wasn’t wearing any underwear, which meant that sometimes she doesn’t wear underwear to work all the time which I thought was pretty hot. Sometimes she would show up with her vibrator, not to use on her pussy while she watched me, but to suck on as she watched.
One of the times she didn’t have underwear on she waited until I told her I was about to come and then she jumped down from the counter, turned around with her skirt lifted and told me to come in her pussy. I managed to get inside her surprisingly wet pussy and fuck it for about 5 seconds before blasting my wad of come inside her. She then wiped herself up a bit and ran out the front door so quickly that my come was still warm inside her. She phoned me at lunch time and told me that some of my come had started oozing out on the bus but that there were to many people to be able to wipe it up without anyone noticing, so she couldn’t do anything. On her short walk into work from where she gets off the bus she said she could feel my come slowly running down the inside of her thigh.
Another time, when I was about to come she got down and told me she wanted to taste me all morning at work and so she blew me.
Of course by the time she got home from work she would be incredibly horny from the morning’s events and so I would get to tease her by taking my time to getting to her needs. Actually she was also the first woman I had jerked off for. I remember we were in bed and she was watching me and then she took one of her breasts into her hand and brought it to my mouth to suck on while I jerked off. Having her participate was fun and sucking on her tit really turned me on so I came on her stomach.
She had a kind of fetish where she liked to be in a public place with coyly have the evidence of sex somewhere on her. Makes me wonder at all the people we see in every day situations… who among us is hiding something similar? It’s an erotic thought :)
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
TOP 3 BLOW JOBS!!
Talk about the ultimate list. What a joy to sit back, relax and lazily think about every blow job you have ever had. I think all men & women should have a BJ list. They’re not in order, they’re just blow jobs that have been memorable for me for one reason or another. I’ll add to the list if I remember more. Ah, what a sweet work in progress.
1) Elle: she & I met in Paris 2 years ago at a hostel. We had got together one of the first nights that we met and luckily we were both in town long enough to make it more than just a one night stand and stay friends. I have other stories with her in but those will have to wait. One day we went out to Versailles, the worst day of the trip actually. It was super rainy and cold, a drastic change from the awesome summer weather we had become used to. So when we got back to the hostel we were cold, wet, tired & cranky. We went to our my bed in the dorm room and we both crawled in and snuggled. Although there were about 10 beds in the room, no one else was there for the time being. We started kissing and fooling around a bit and then she looked me in they eye and said one of the sexiest things ever “I want your cock in my mouth”. It was such a turn on to hear that. The room had a washroom in it so we went into it and I quickly became naked. I was leaning up against the sink and she got down on her knees and started sucking. I loved how she used her hand on the shaft while she sucked. Sometimes I don’t like it because it turns into more of a hand job but she had the balance between the two down pat. And the skin on her hands was so soft. With her other hand she played with my balls. She has gorgeous eyes and I just melt when she looks up at me from her knees while my cock is in her mouth. The excitement of being in Paris, being naked in a bathroom with the rest of the hostel so close by, having sex with someone new and having my cock in her mouth all quickly built up and I started coming. I don’t mind when women don’t want me to come in their mouth, I can understand where they are coming from. But Elle would always take the first couple spurts of my come in her mouth before taking her mouth away and jerking me off onto her. I always thought that was so hot of her. It was such a great blow job. I think we then cleaned each other up and then went and snuggled and slept some more.
2) C: what makes a great blow job is never easy to predict. I think it is way more than just how the woman makes it feel, the whole situation and your surroundings somehow come into play. C and I were in a long relationship and she didn’t have a very high sex drive and wasn’t very adventurous. Once we were on vacation in Toronto and were staying at a friend’s house on the couch for a week so we couldn’t have sex. I finally had reached my breaking point and luckily enough our friend had left and gone to work. C was in the bathroom getting ready to shower and I had to let it be know that I needed some serious attention, you know how men do that. Surprisingly she was in a giving mood and when I came into the bathroom completely naked with a hard on, she went straight to “Girlfriend Defcon 1”, which in civilian speak means she got down on her knees in front of me and began blowing me. She usually only had sex in the dark because she was shy, so this was a treat as the light were on so I got to watch her, watch her lips take my cock in & out of her mouth. I don’t think I had ever actually seen my cock in her mouth before, which is pretty weird now that I think of it. And there was a mirror behind her so I got to watch the reflection of the back of her head bobbing back and forth. It totally turned me on to watch my cock go in & out of her mouth that I began coming and she just kept sucking and took my load in her mouth and swallowed. I was so shocked that she had done that, she had never taken it in her mouth or swallowed before, heck she would barely ever go down on me even. That was such a cherry on top of what was already great. She didn’t have any problems swallowing which surprised her. So after that she was hooked, it wasn’t that she wasn’t into it in the past it turns out, she just needed a little confidence and she got it that day. After that she was always going down on me and swallowing. She said it was such a turn on to do that and it felt so satisfying to give a blow job from start to finish. So much fun to be a part of someone’s sexual development!
3) Tara: I met her in Paris too. Actually I met her on the plane on the way over. I noticed her in front of me and thought she was pretty hot, so it was shocking that I would end up with her! I went to get up from my seat to go to the bathroom and I made the error that lots of people do on planes, I grabbed the seat in front of me to pull myself up from my seat. And in doing so I grabbed the hair of hot chick in front of me. Woops. So I said sorry, etc and when we were getting off the plane hours later I apologized again and we started talking. She was American so didn’t know French at all, I did and we were both going to get the train to take us from the airport to downtown Paris. We got downtown and she was gonna come with me while I found myself a cheap hotel before I helped her find her way to her friend’s place. Glad I didn’t start staying in hostels until a few days later. Eventually we said our goodbyes. I went back to my hotel room to shower and unpack. I was getting ready to go out and discover the city when there was a knock on my door. I opened it and it was Tara again, still with all her suitcases (man, can she not pack light for a 3 day trip?). Her friend is unreliable and turns out she wasn’t home and she can’t get a hold of her. So we left her suitcases in my room and we cruised the city together and got to know each other. Eventually we had dinner and started drinking wine. Then we found a bar and proceeded to get pretty drunk. I knew I was gonna hit on her and I was pretty confident because she seemed into me. So eventually I did. I think I actually leaned in and asked her if I could kiss her. She was bewildered that I would actually ask instead of just going for it. OK, maybe I am weird. Anyhoo we started making out and eventually went back to my hotel room. Unfortunately she was bleeding so she didn’t want to have sex but she said that wouldn’t stop her from going down on me. Not one to argue her totally logical point, I let her. She was very good at giving head and I love it when chicks lick my balls. After a while it was obvious that I was way too drunk to come (tequila seems to do that to me L) so I told her it was ok to stop. She said she was not having any of that and was gonna suck my cock until I came. I was shocked at how dedicated and confident she was! Most women I’ve met would have just stopped. But Tara is not most women I was happy to find out. It was so hot that she cared if I came or not and that she hadn’t gone this far just to stop. So she put a lot more effort into her sucking and licking and I think that combined with how turned on it made me to hear her not take no for an answer (apparently “no means yes” really turns me on) I finally came and when I told her I was going to come she just kept sucking and made me come in her mouth. Man, she is such a turn on to have suck your cock. I was totally impressed by her.
1) Elle: she & I met in Paris 2 years ago at a hostel. We had got together one of the first nights that we met and luckily we were both in town long enough to make it more than just a one night stand and stay friends. I have other stories with her in but those will have to wait. One day we went out to Versailles, the worst day of the trip actually. It was super rainy and cold, a drastic change from the awesome summer weather we had become used to. So when we got back to the hostel we were cold, wet, tired & cranky. We went to our my bed in the dorm room and we both crawled in and snuggled. Although there were about 10 beds in the room, no one else was there for the time being. We started kissing and fooling around a bit and then she looked me in they eye and said one of the sexiest things ever “I want your cock in my mouth”. It was such a turn on to hear that. The room had a washroom in it so we went into it and I quickly became naked. I was leaning up against the sink and she got down on her knees and started sucking. I loved how she used her hand on the shaft while she sucked. Sometimes I don’t like it because it turns into more of a hand job but she had the balance between the two down pat. And the skin on her hands was so soft. With her other hand she played with my balls. She has gorgeous eyes and I just melt when she looks up at me from her knees while my cock is in her mouth. The excitement of being in Paris, being naked in a bathroom with the rest of the hostel so close by, having sex with someone new and having my cock in her mouth all quickly built up and I started coming. I don’t mind when women don’t want me to come in their mouth, I can understand where they are coming from. But Elle would always take the first couple spurts of my come in her mouth before taking her mouth away and jerking me off onto her. I always thought that was so hot of her. It was such a great blow job. I think we then cleaned each other up and then went and snuggled and slept some more.
2) C: what makes a great blow job is never easy to predict. I think it is way more than just how the woman makes it feel, the whole situation and your surroundings somehow come into play. C and I were in a long relationship and she didn’t have a very high sex drive and wasn’t very adventurous. Once we were on vacation in Toronto and were staying at a friend’s house on the couch for a week so we couldn’t have sex. I finally had reached my breaking point and luckily enough our friend had left and gone to work. C was in the bathroom getting ready to shower and I had to let it be know that I needed some serious attention, you know how men do that. Surprisingly she was in a giving mood and when I came into the bathroom completely naked with a hard on, she went straight to “Girlfriend Defcon 1”, which in civilian speak means she got down on her knees in front of me and began blowing me. She usually only had sex in the dark because she was shy, so this was a treat as the light were on so I got to watch her, watch her lips take my cock in & out of her mouth. I don’t think I had ever actually seen my cock in her mouth before, which is pretty weird now that I think of it. And there was a mirror behind her so I got to watch the reflection of the back of her head bobbing back and forth. It totally turned me on to watch my cock go in & out of her mouth that I began coming and she just kept sucking and took my load in her mouth and swallowed. I was so shocked that she had done that, she had never taken it in her mouth or swallowed before, heck she would barely ever go down on me even. That was such a cherry on top of what was already great. She didn’t have any problems swallowing which surprised her. So after that she was hooked, it wasn’t that she wasn’t into it in the past it turns out, she just needed a little confidence and she got it that day. After that she was always going down on me and swallowing. She said it was such a turn on to do that and it felt so satisfying to give a blow job from start to finish. So much fun to be a part of someone’s sexual development!
3) Tara: I met her in Paris too. Actually I met her on the plane on the way over. I noticed her in front of me and thought she was pretty hot, so it was shocking that I would end up with her! I went to get up from my seat to go to the bathroom and I made the error that lots of people do on planes, I grabbed the seat in front of me to pull myself up from my seat. And in doing so I grabbed the hair of hot chick in front of me. Woops. So I said sorry, etc and when we were getting off the plane hours later I apologized again and we started talking. She was American so didn’t know French at all, I did and we were both going to get the train to take us from the airport to downtown Paris. We got downtown and she was gonna come with me while I found myself a cheap hotel before I helped her find her way to her friend’s place. Glad I didn’t start staying in hostels until a few days later. Eventually we said our goodbyes. I went back to my hotel room to shower and unpack. I was getting ready to go out and discover the city when there was a knock on my door. I opened it and it was Tara again, still with all her suitcases (man, can she not pack light for a 3 day trip?). Her friend is unreliable and turns out she wasn’t home and she can’t get a hold of her. So we left her suitcases in my room and we cruised the city together and got to know each other. Eventually we had dinner and started drinking wine. Then we found a bar and proceeded to get pretty drunk. I knew I was gonna hit on her and I was pretty confident because she seemed into me. So eventually I did. I think I actually leaned in and asked her if I could kiss her. She was bewildered that I would actually ask instead of just going for it. OK, maybe I am weird. Anyhoo we started making out and eventually went back to my hotel room. Unfortunately she was bleeding so she didn’t want to have sex but she said that wouldn’t stop her from going down on me. Not one to argue her totally logical point, I let her. She was very good at giving head and I love it when chicks lick my balls. After a while it was obvious that I was way too drunk to come (tequila seems to do that to me L) so I told her it was ok to stop. She said she was not having any of that and was gonna suck my cock until I came. I was shocked at how dedicated and confident she was! Most women I’ve met would have just stopped. But Tara is not most women I was happy to find out. It was so hot that she cared if I came or not and that she hadn’t gone this far just to stop. So she put a lot more effort into her sucking and licking and I think that combined with how turned on it made me to hear her not take no for an answer (apparently “no means yes” really turns me on) I finally came and when I told her I was going to come she just kept sucking and made me come in her mouth. Man, she is such a turn on to have suck your cock. I was totally impressed by her.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Help I’ve Been Outdrawn!!!So my girlfriend dumped me a month ago or so, just before my birthday. The reasons she gave were really poor, hardly the kind of thing you would dump someone for out of the blue after 3 years without talking about it first. I realized afterwards that her reasons were probably just a smokescreen for whatever the real reason is. I had a couple friends who thought the same thing, which gave me some comfort that I wasn’t just being paranoid.
Her breaking up with me was especially surprising since she has been, well all I can think to describe it is being a cunt, so until I can be less emotional and more intellectual that’s the word I have to use. So she’s been a cunt for about the last year and I have been putting up with her and trying to help her through some issues she has. So if anyone was going to break up with someone it should have been me breaking up with her.
So now I am torturing myself wondering what the real reason is that she broke up with me. I can’t help but think that she must have cheated or something. Would explain why, when she would get drunk, she was always on my case thinking I’m hitting on other chicks. Her own guilt was getting put onto me? With this eating away at me I am pretty angry these days, have trouble sleeping, I’m hurt, etc.
I haven’t really spoken to her since the break-up. I guess the best thing for me would be to email her and ask her to give me the straight goods about the break-up. Except I do not want to give her the pleasure of me coming to her grovelling on my knees, of me . I guess this is the normal post-break-up stand-off where the first one to make a move feels like they have lost the duel, pretty childish I guess. Reminds me of Leonard Cohen’s line from his song Hallelujah “all I ever learned from love is how to shoot at someone who outdrew you”. I’d love to duke it out and throw hurtful comments at each other. Somehow I think that would be satisfying in some way, kind of cathartic (one of my favourite words by the way!). Crap, unfortunately I have this thing where I have to be the bigger person and always do the right thing.
So, what, do I really have to contact her and get this over with? What do you think?
PS: since it is July 1 today, happy Dominion Day Canada!!
Her breaking up with me was especially surprising since she has been, well all I can think to describe it is being a cunt, so until I can be less emotional and more intellectual that’s the word I have to use. So she’s been a cunt for about the last year and I have been putting up with her and trying to help her through some issues she has. So if anyone was going to break up with someone it should have been me breaking up with her.
So now I am torturing myself wondering what the real reason is that she broke up with me. I can’t help but think that she must have cheated or something. Would explain why, when she would get drunk, she was always on my case thinking I’m hitting on other chicks. Her own guilt was getting put onto me? With this eating away at me I am pretty angry these days, have trouble sleeping, I’m hurt, etc.
I haven’t really spoken to her since the break-up. I guess the best thing for me would be to email her and ask her to give me the straight goods about the break-up. Except I do not want to give her the pleasure of me coming to her grovelling on my knees, of me . I guess this is the normal post-break-up stand-off where the first one to make a move feels like they have lost the duel, pretty childish I guess. Reminds me of Leonard Cohen’s line from his song Hallelujah “all I ever learned from love is how to shoot at someone who outdrew you”. I’d love to duke it out and throw hurtful comments at each other. Somehow I think that would be satisfying in some way, kind of cathartic (one of my favourite words by the way!). Crap, unfortunately I have this thing where I have to be the bigger person and always do the right thing.
So, what, do I really have to contact her and get this over with? What do you think?
PS: since it is July 1 today, happy Dominion Day Canada!!
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